Spring's Promise...

Dearest Community

I hope you are feeling the coming of Spring. New Beginnings. New Growth. The seeds of hope we planted are beginning to grow and show themselves.

San Francisco is in all its glory today and so am I.

The sun is shinning and the birds are active and in the "mood" Spring is begging to come fourth.

My heart is glowing and radiating outward like the Sun itself. I’m told it takes a year to be 100% of myself....who will I be after a year, when I feel like this now!!!! My goodness!!!!

Today is what I would call a good day. Emotionally I feel at peace and feel happy and so so so grateful. Physically I feel strong and vibrant.

I had my line, the Catheter, pulled on Tuesday. The only thing that remains is a bandage. I changed it today and there was just this tiny hole. so hard to believe that a bunch of tubing was in there.

Not having this thing attached to my body is another milestone.

I can "take" getting stuck with a needle now, they still have to use the little ones though. Because after all a needle is a needle. :)

Starting next week I will only go to clinic once a week. I’m at this stage where they are playing with my meds in hope to create a little tiny reaction, again to encourage those cells. Keep them awake and working.
The great unknown is always right there in front of us, isn’t it. We think we know but gosh I guess we really don’t.

My prayers are for an appropriate amount of GVHD and that it is gentle and easy to take care of....I feel healed already, what is beyond healing...deeper healing.

I trust Doc Martin and feel like I am truly blessed having him as my Doctor, Creator knew exactly what the deal was when I was matched with him. He is a gift and I really feel like he understands and hears me.

That clinic is so so so busy and everyone is working double time so I feel very blessed that I get to be heard and that I feel a real pause when I am cared for and spoken with.

I know I promised pictures. Please forgive me. On the 18th Noah and I are going South about 2 hours to spend a couple nights away for his Bday ( Which is March 19). We'll take tons of pictures then and post them on the blog and give a link to the pictures in the email.

We are so excited to get away and get by the ocean and be together away from our day to day. I’m a little nervous, but I know this is another step in my healing, just like getting the line pulled. Stepping out into the world and being with my new cells and strength.

Big Big Love!!!!!
Big Big Prayers!!!

Enjoy the coming of Spring and the leaving of Winter.

Thank you for all of your continued prayers for my continued healing and for my dear family.

May you feel prayers float back to you 100x

Namaste
Victoria