2007, What will this year be like?...

Hello everyone, Happy New Year, Happy Winter and Happy in general!!!

I know it has been a long time since I have sent out a post. You all have been on my mind, just figuring out what I would talk about.

Firstly, health wise, all is well. I am feeling better and better each day, and my numbers are slowly climbing as my new shiny baby cells find their way around my body.

No hair, just lots of tiny sprouts, dreaming and intending to become full fledged hair.

My parents are still here and the 4 of us, as well of the kitties have dropped into a flow that supports each of us and honors everyone’s space as well as teaches sharing space in a good way.

They will be departing California around Feb. 10, after we celebrate my Dad's (Harvey’s) 70th birthday. What a gift to be a part of such an amazing celebration for a rare and amazing Man.

I feel so blessed to have shared both my parents’ birthday with them this year. What a gift they both are in my life and Noah's life and my brother’s life and Mark's life and the lives of everyone they touch....and believe me that is A LOT of people.

I have learned so much from the both of them!!!

With the coming of new energy in my body comes a whole host of things. Firstly, I am getting a bit of cabin fever. I am off house arrest and can go out into the world when it feels good to me, and making good choices about what I am doing. However, I do feel a bit like I am a stranger in a strange land. It is then when I realize just how long it has been since I have been fully out there, and even more strange I kinda forget what it was like.

This leads me to what I hear many Cancer Survivors talk about and that is...."You will never be the same again"..."You will be Changed forever".

The sacred question I ask myself is "Who am I and Why am I here"?

I have faith that those answers will be revealed when it is appropriate. I am looking forward to being of Service to my communities and to embody the New Woman I am.

I have realized that this is a long road to full healing in small ways...and in big ways. Some days I find I've done too much and I get tired, sometimes I feel amazing and feel like I have boundless energy. I strive for middle and hope then when I am at 100% of Me I learn to not over do it ever and to enjoy the space between the spaces more.

Tuesday the 23rd is my 90 day bone marrow biopsy, we are all praying for continued Remission. My doc says that he is pretty sure I am already 100% my donor cells.

Whew...what a trip and what a gift.

Stay warm and safe and cozy where ever you. Let Love fill your hearts in every moment if possible, because after all it is all about The Love.

(Below, enjoy some pics from Christmas Day)

Namaste
Victoria