Monday...feeling a little better, I guess...

Hello Sweet Community Near and Far

Thank you for all your love and support and carrying my healing in your hearts and prayers.
Its Monday AM. Things seem to be improving on somewhat of a small scale.

I eat, I poop, I lose weight. But I’m eating very very very light. So my gut isn’t wrenching as much as before. I do have my moments though.

My lungs seem to be improving, with little to no cough. Way way less congestions and phlegm.

It has been blissful, blissful and such a tremendous help having Mom here.

Noah's work with Sprint was successful enough to bring him home last night rather then this coming Tuesday. He's on call and has been up since 4:30 this morning SF working with Sprint today already.

This sucks so much for him. As he has been working his butt off for months now.

So many blessing still coming our way. My Mom being here, subtle improvement in my health, enough to keep me here at home and not at the Temple on the Hill. And a blessing of a nice gift of money from a generous soul who will not reveal themselves. They did the same thing last year. How humbling and mind blowing.

We are trying to Aim to move from The City to the east Bay by Feb 1 or March 1 at the latest. But health comes first. I will not compromise my health. I can not afford anymore lung distress nor do I want to risk it.

This move will help us with the tremendous debt we are in. Rent is just not affordable anymore here at this time. I have full unwavering faith that we are being taken care of, Noah who looks at the details everyday is nervous and anxious though so he trying to sit in that place of peace the best he can be.

I know we are taking care of because I feel that there is so much abundance and I feel safe.
His nervousness is what makes me feel nervous. But even there I breathe, pray and surround us with light.

My main focus is my healing. It’s in my face every day. I don’t want to avoid it or escape it, I will heal and become strong and have full unwavering Faith in my Complete and Unlimited Health and Healing. I know the power of Love and Prayer; I know what is more important and what the REAL bottom line is. The bottom line is Love and only Love. The body line is taking care of each other. And I know Creator/Divine Mother/ God/ Jesus will help us. We just have to ask. I am asking each day.

I will be out in the world, stronger, wiser, more peaceful, and ready to be a full service Humble Human woman. I don’t want to ever forget the lessons learned of what is truly precious.

I have a consultation with a doc on Wed about the Scope I will get on Dec 27th.

The truth is also that I am tired of being tired and not feeling well. I allow this to move me to grow stronger in every way I can. I invite laughter and lightness and phone calls and letters and silly movies to make me laugh.

I invite in all that is for my highest good and Highest healing.

Thank you for all each of you give in your own ways.

Love and Love and Nothing but Love.

We'll take some pics this week and post them.

Also please take a look at my brother’s blog www.dayacurley.com to learn about the courageous and amazing transformation he is choosing to go thru. To follow something that has been a part of him since he was a child.

He is a brave and honest and loving, witty, gentle Human person....transitioning to become my Brave, Honest Loving, Sister Daya. He/she has always been my best friend growing up. I have seen what he/she has been thru and I remain proud and supportive for her deep happiness and honesty with her heart.

So far she has gotten tremendous support from nearly everyone…including my parents who know the truest meaning of unconditional love and being of service. Something I have learned from them and continue to learn.

Have a wonderful day full of love and gratitude.
It is really ALL ABOUT THE LOVE.
So out there and Love in the biggest way possible.

Namaste
Victoria