Ramblings of a Medicated Woman...

Community,

Can you believe it?

Another night and my mind is spinning. This makes 3 nights in a row.

OK so maybe I am a little anxious about the party on Sunday...

Did I send evites to everyone who lives in the bay area (please let me know if I didn’t), I hope so.

Oh my gosh, 91 people so far.

Will I have enough food? I wish everyone who is coming will RSVP, please.......gotta order enough food.

Will I have enough energy. Rest rest rest till Sunday. Nap nap nap.

When will I get the results of the biopsy?

And why do I have these thoughts, full of sleep aids and after a day of taking a lot of my blood out of my body and putting it back in....I should be tired as hell.

Gosh the will of the mind is a big power house and a pain in the butt!

Even Noah being home after being away isn’t comforting enough....there’s the proof, it all comes from within us. The comfort and peace and quieting of the mind.

Nice revelation at 12:24am....let’s see I need to be up at 6:30am for more Photophresis. I’ll get to sleep tomorrow for sure while that’s happening.

Geez these are the ramblings of a medicated Woman.

What am I happy about....let’s go straight for the heart.

I get to celebrate with so many wonderful people on Sunday.

I got to see Jen and Margarita today.

I get a massage on Thursday and Acupuncture too.

Tomorrow, well today, is my 1 year New birthday, my gosh 1 year ago I got these precious stem cells. Thank you Christine, I hope we can meet one day. She loves Bon Jovi!!!!

I’m not in the hospital, I’m here in my home.

I’m alive, very much alive and feisty too.

I got to speak at Light the Night, a dream realized.

Team Victoria Raised a nice chunk of change for LLS!!

I feel loved all the time.

My hair is growing.

I’m losing some of the bloat face and body and slowly weaning off Pred.

They took me off another med that I think has been upsetting my stomach.

I get to see Doc Martin on Friday, which is always a thrill.

We have tons of birds in the front and the backyard supplying hours of entertainment for the cats and myself.

I’m surrounded by so much beauty all the time, in my home with all our plants and outside my window. Divine and precious, Mother Earth Thank you.

I get to wake up and nap or craft or try to take a nice walk or do yoga, or veg in front of the TV, and send emails and a whole host of other things or I can do nothing.

So geez as I write this I am telling that mind to take a hike and go take a nap.

This grrl needs some sleep. She’s got a lot of good stuff happening and its no fun when your sleepy

So thanks for listening to the Ramblings of a Medicated woman, who one day will not be so medicated.

Imagine what I will come up with then.

Tons and tons of love and humble gratitude for all of you, for all you give in your own special ways and how you all have participated DIRECTLY to my Complete and Unlimited Health and Healing which will continue to continue.

Love Love and only Love
Sweet Dreams
See you in the Dreamtime

Namaste
Victoria