Monday, October 30, 2006

Lady in waiting...

Hello Sweet community

I hope you are all doing well. It is looking very cool and cozy from the view in my room.

I am having a battle with the temp in my room...it goes from being too hot to being too cold. Can’t tell if it is the low blood counts or just a crazy cooling/heating system here on 11 Long.

Today my throat is starting to bother me. I am told it could be sores in the throat, which is one of the side effects of the Chemo. I have no skin rashes, no vomiting, I have an appetite and I still have my hair. My head is itching a bit so I suspect that my hair will be falling out soon.
Ah well it will grow back.

Other then that I am doing pretty good. This is the beginning of my 3rd week here and close to a week after the transplant.

I feel like a Lady in Waiting... You never know what low blood counts will bring and how I will feel in a few days when they are at their lowest.....I am not being negative it is just part of the process AND the healing, strangely enough. What I am always visualizing is White Light filling my body.

I feel so happy and as I said I feel healed already and this process I am going thru including losing my hair and the sores in my mouth is just aiding my healing on a deeper and fuller level.

I have a lot of good books to read, the constant company of my parents, Noah and assorted friends. For that I am grateful AND I am not on any precautions that would prevent me from walking so I continue to do my walking. I love to do the walking. It feels good to move and stay connected to my body and the ground.

Be well all. Thank you for being in my life in this way and sending all the healing love and vibes and prayers my way.

Happy Halloween
Big Huge Prayers
Big Huge Love
and of course purrrs

Namaste
Victoria

2 Comments:

Blogger brendadonato said...

Hard to have an appetite with that horrible food at UCSF...don't you think???

You sound so positive! I loved walking the halls too. Makes you feel so alive.

See you tomorrow!

2:17 PM

 
Blogger Carol said...

Hi! I'm a friend of Brenda's and am on the XC Ski team. I hope to meet you soon! Until then, I will continue to send you lots of healing energy!

12:45 PM

 

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