Monday, October 23, 2006

Sunny Days...

Hello there Lovely Community

I hope you all are enjoying the weather you have received today.

Although I am here on The Hill, I can look out my window and see that there are many people getting out there and taking advantage of sunny skies and fresh air.

I have been doing what I can to keep myself strong. Walking around the floor 12 times equals a mile. I try to do this after every meal and before bedtime.

I wont know if next week I will start to feel weak or develop a cough that will prevent me from walking. I finished my chemo last night, and feel pretty good so far. Side effects usually start to happen after about a week.

I was reflecting last night that I have been going thru this and have had my sights set on healing since I was admitted to the hospital on April 30. That is 6 months. And although each round was difficult in its own way, this is the Big Kahuna. The Stem Cell transplant itself is easy, it is all the after effects of adjusting.
I intend to really dig down deep to my core strength to get thru these next few months; I can see why people might give up after long treatment regimes.

I know I have the support of all the love and prayers you all give.

I recognize that in many ways this is a gift that is showing me the value of my life. What I am capable of giving, and what I still what to give and how I want to affect my family, my community and beyond.

I am excited about my healing and excited about being out in the world contributing to its healing.

I will make sure I send an email before My Stem Cell Transplant. Perhaps wherever you are you can pause and send some love and Prayers this way.

Thank you so much for being apart of all of this.

I am sending all of you many blessings for a really sacred and special day. Whatever you are doing, where ever you are, may you feel and experience the Love and Beauty around you, may you know you are Loved and may you know how good it feels to give Love.

Big Purrrrs
Big Love
Big Prayers

Namaste
Victoria

1 Comments:

Blogger Rich said...

Hi Victoria,

I noticed on your blog today that you hadn't received many comments lately. So I just wanted to let you know that there are people out here who you haven't even met who are pulling for you! Keep up the good fight!

All the best,
Rich

2:23 PM

 

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