Hello all...

Hello Sweet Community

I know it has been a little while since I have written. I hope you are enjoying the beauty and transformation that Spring brings.

I have been feeling tremendously well. My energy often times feels bigger then my body and I have to slow down so my body can catch up. But little by little I am getting stronger in very subtle and really big ways.

I went on a retreat ceremony this weekend with my Spiritual Community and really let go of a lot of the suffering I have carried with me thru out this past year. It was very cathartic.

I got to a point where this joy and laughter came deep from inside me. I envision these little black bats carrying out those last pieces of emotional suffering in my body and right behind it was this tremendous joy. It has always been there. It is ALWAYS there.

I realized that joy and laughter and pure deep heart happiness is always there, its there for us always, it just gets buried and covered by our pain and suffering and all our worry. Sometimes when that pain and suffering has passed we forget to let it go, we still feel that heaviness, but we can let it go to allow the joy come fourth.
And oh my goodness it is so healing to feel that Joy. It is so full of peace. It is liberating!

I can be such a serious person sometimes and such a worry-wort. That just doesn’t seem to fit these days considering all that I have been thru. It is so much more appropriate to find joy in every moment, even when those moments are bittersweet. What a joy to feel those moments too.

I am so grateful for all I learned and that I got to learn in such a big way. Whew.

I think about how in the past I worry all the time. It seems inappropriate when I realize that Creator is right there taking care of me, of all of us all the time. We just have to ask and open our hearts and trust.

Thank you Community for all you have done and are doing thru your prayers and thoughts, for not just me but for everyone you pray for.

I learned from my teacher this weekend, or rather he reminded me, In a community when someone is suffering each person in that community takes on just a little of that suffering, and then soon there is none.
We take care of one another, whether we are near or far. There is so much power in thoughts and prayer and intention. Thank you for sharing that power with me and on my behalf and on your own behalf.

I am so happy to say that I CHOOSE LIFE. And it feels so good to say that and to be experiencing that.

Thank you to all of you for choosing life.

Here's to a beautiful Spring, to feeling our Joy, to letting the suffering fly out of our hearts like Bats in the belfry to make way for peace and more joy.

Life is Sweet, and so so precious

Namaste
Victoria