Tomorrow is the day...

Well it’s nearly 10:30 and I’m waiting for food to digest so I can take my meds and go to bed. Timing can be hard if I eat too late and I had a kitchen disaster that made my dinner an hour later then scheduled.

I’ve been a little challenged with this new food program, just trying to navigate a new set of tastes. Tonight I was frustrated but mostly because I’m tired and my dinner didn’t turn out all that well.

In time...In time. I’m still excited about this food adventure and am 100% in trust of its value.

Tomorrow I will be getting my first shot. At 3PM PST. Tomorrow, I can’t drive anymore well for that week and maybe the following week, will most likely need to stay in, and have no idea how it is going to feel.

The great unknown. Stepping forward with firm faith strides.

Ugh did I get all I need, Am I ready, I am, but I’m nervous. I just want a really nice long sleep.

A group of woman friends, my Apron group had a prayer circle this afternoon, I got to be on speaker phone and was enveloped by so much love and I even got to sing one of my favorite songs to them.

My friend Noelle who is always good and energetic Medicine stopped by earlier. I watched a movie with Noah. And ate what I could. What do I have to complain about, the entire day, expect for the cooking mess up was filled with love. But the cooking flub up enabled me to cry, because come on, it was bound to happen. Tomorrow is a big day. And today was filled with so much love.

Gaining weight is hard. Ugh 96 in the AM 101 in the PM. Patience. it will come, and come in the right way, creating an PH environment that Cancer just doesn’t enjoy.

New foods, new tastes, I’m not starving, just not eating rich, processed, fat laden, sugar, laden foods.

I’m tired and counting the minutes till I can lay my weary head down. 30 minutes and counting

Sleep well. Dream sweetly
Love Love and Nothing but love

Namaste
Victoria