Hello everyone...Its been a while...

Hello Dear sweet Community

I’m so sorry I haven’t written in a while. My eyes are giving me trouble so I haven’t been emailing much at all.

I’m praying and willing my body to get stronger, holding steady at, It just seems to be hard for me to gorge myself.

So I’m trying to eat something every 2 hours. This doesn’t always work out by I try.

I’ve also been saddled with the cough that is so bothersome and leaves me breathless. Nothing showed up on an x-ray, so all I’ve been given is cough syrup. It subtly feels better today.
When I start to get in this coughing fit I get really wound up so I am trying to calm down, breathe in the air from the outside.

I’m hoping that when I go to clinic on Tuesday they can give me a CT scan with the contrast dye that shows everything.

Its so busy at the clinic that I feel like I am in the dark. Pricilla and Derrick are so busy that often the visits are short and things are forgotten.

That’s my biggest complaint; one really does have to take charge.

I’m praying with my humble heart that I am stronger by Saturday. There is a Healing Ceremony being put on for me. It is called a White Moon Ceremony.

I believe in these practices and I cant wait to be with God in that way.

So if you think about it, send lots of healing prayers to that Tipi, This Saturday March 22nd. The power of prayer and open hearts and good intentions has so so so much power.

Over all I’m pretty tired, I take naps in the afternoon, I’ve started going on short walks to condition my lungs. I’m doing my best to let go of my anxiety and replace it with faith and Trust. When I breath in I expand my heart to make more room for healing and love and then exhale out thru the top of the head releasing my prayers to God.

Thank you for standing by and offering your love and prayers and good thoughts all the time. I have learned so much about love these past 2 years. And I know I will recover so that I can walk this road and continue to teach the big love.

Many Many Blessings
Love, Love and Nothing but love.

Namaste
Victoria

The Clouds are clearing...

Hello Dear Community

I have really felt your love and support strongly these past 2 weeks. My treatment wipes me out for about 2 weeks. Today, I feel much better and feel like doing more then just sleeping. Although I’m taking 1 to 2 hour naps everyday.

Your love and Prayers are so supportive and nurturing. They are helping me heal.

I will write more as my strength comes back and fill you all in on thoughts and ramblings.

I just wanted to touch base and let you know I’m thinking about all of you and feeling your healing love.

Big love and Nothing but love

Namaste
Victoria

(Editor's note: ...And a huge thank you from the rest of her family as well!!)

Hello all...

Hello Dear Community

I know I have been out of touch.

I didn’t have to go into the hospital and the blasts have lowered.

But whew the pre meds they give me wipe me out and I have basically been sleeping 3 hours after clinic and going to bed early

All in the name of healing.

I’ll write more when I have energy but for now I want to send love and gratitude.

Love, Love and Nothing but love

Namaste
Victoria