Blowfish face and other annoying things...
It’s Sunday Morning and foggy and I didn’t sleep much last night.
Ugh, that must be what is adding to my mood.
Just one of those days I don’t feel like taking 10 pills and wait an hour to eat…
Just one of those days where I look in the mirror and don’t recognize who is looking back at me (I think for some reason I got puffier in the face and body over the past few days)…
Just one of those days where I think, how many months has it been? And OH my Gosh I’m past the 10 month mark from transplant and that’s almost a year…
Just one of those days I don’t want to feel tired and look strange.
It feels like when you are a little kid and the closer something you’re excited about gets the more impatient and antsy you get.
That’s how this feels. So were getting closer to healing this current stuff. That the mysteries of healing and God and are working and we are not on the same time table.
I have a teeny tiny cold, but had a CT Scan to make sure there is nothing brewing. I’ll get results on Monday. There won’t be anything there. Just my beautiful Lungs slowing healing and releasing all that stuff that has them limited at this moment.
I am done with it. Seriously in my prayers I let Creator know I am done with this lung distress and if it is the right timing, to please take all and any blockages away. And Please give me some strong, vibrant, Lungs that breathe with ease.
That’s part of Complete Unlimited Health and Healing.
I don’t get too detailed anymore with my prayers because Creator knows just what to do. Creator knows my heart.
I can still have faith and my moments like the ones I’m having today. I just feel like I’m doing everything I’m supposed to and then some. Frustration!
Just waiting, being in this moment, praying, and of course asking the classic Victoria question, can we start weaning me off the Prednisone. Doc Martin said Sept and it will nearly be sept......
So what’s a girl to do?
Sorry about the Moody post.
I love you all, I’m OK just having one of those days, ya know.
Have a beautiful Sunday.
Noah is going to plant some flower seeds for me, I’m determined to get some of the Hummingbirds to come visit me in the back yard.
Prayers, Purrrrs, Love and Joy!!!
Namaste
Victoria
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