Here at the hospital...

Hello all

I wanted to just do a check in before going to sleep. So here I am back on 11 Long at UCSF. I have to say I have more peace around it then I thought. Since Wed I have been fighting fevers, worried that my fever was going to get high, not sure what to do, back and forth from the clinic. As the week pressed on, the fevers got higher.

So this is best. They think that I should be back on the med that my doctor took me off of and that they are thinking I will be here about 5 days, assuming that my fevers go away.

I was also told this is common. That sometimes there is just an infection that is lurking and once home and off certain meds it comes creeping out.

I have had 4 lovely days at home with Noah and the kitties. I got some fresh air, felt the comfort of my home. It will be there for me in a few days. And my prayer is that I will go home stronger and fever free from then on.

Today I dug down deep to find courage to let my heart see the truth in the importance of coming in to take care of this. And that everyone here is on my side. When I came in all the nurses hugged me and I could feel their big hearts reach out to me because they understand.

So tonight I am at peace, still with a fever, but knowing that there are people working to help me, as usual.

Thank you for your prayers and your kindness and your sweet emails. Here’s to no more fevers and a stronger body and peaceful heart because of it.

Have a beautiful evening, Sweet Dreams.

Namaste
Victoria