The Counts are up...

Hello Everyone, Happy Sunday

I thought I would share some thoughts while I was feeling a bit up. My counts are up, which is a good thing and one of the main things they look for when preparing to discharge me.

I am still very, very tired. As I have said this is a far different ride then last time.

It is interesting how I have had to really dig down deep for strength, including allowing myself to be fully carried by the strength of all of you. It is exhausting being tired.

However, I know that time will heal and going home, having fresh air, being in my own space will further deepen my spirit and will begin to renew my strength.

I have been very weepy lately and allowed myself to cry, I have had major night sweats. The chemo was thrown me into early Menopause I am told so I think I am experiencing that as well. So much at one time. But again I cant imagine what it would be like without all the love that is carried thru vibration and prayer for me everyday.

It is my prayer that on the other side of this, when I heal...it is my prayer I will heal…that I can share this with others…whether it is thru my teaching yoga, or something different. I do not have the vision to see what that will be but I know Creator has a plan for me and this is part of the plan.

Although I am climbing the mountain on my hands and knees soon I will be on the other side walking upright and strong.

Thank you for carrying me thru all you each do in your own personal practices. Thank you for continuing to pray for me and for Noah and for my parents you are giving so much. I still have a long road ahead of me, but the road is made easier but all I am receiving.

Enjoy your day, take care of your hearts and your bodies and appreciate the ones you love.

Big Love
Big Prayers
Big Purrrs

Namaste
Victoria