The color of lavender...

Hello everyone

I know it has been a couple days since I have written.

All is well and I feel strong and healthier, although a little tired. My shots are getting easier, as I realized I was causing much of the pain by being so anxious. I have been breathing deeply and visualizing the medicine going into my body as the color of lavender and building up my bone marrow and white blood cells. So shot #5 is much much easier then shot #1.

I feel very grateful today after seeing one of my teachers and sharing my process with him and hearing his words of wisdom.

He reminded me of my strength, but also that this is a 2 person job and that my sweet husband Noah is doing his work too and that his strength and courage and ability to stay is adding to my healing. I want to acknowledge that. He is an amazing Man and I feel so loved and supported by him. Even from my hospital bed I am committed to support him in whatever ways I can. Loving him and reminding him of who he is and that he is amazing.

So I say to all of you this is a lesson in remembering that even if it feels like we are accomplishing things on our own. There is always someone else there giving us more strength. And even if that someone doesn’t take the form of a "person", they are in the form of Creator. Remember those people in your life that are there for you and are doing all they can. Honor them and acknowledge them all.

I want to again acknowledge all of you that are contributing to my healing by all that you are and what you have done.

Enjoy the lovely weather we all so deserve.


Namaste
Victoria